Lately, i have this mixed feelings towards my crush. Some days i just can't forget about her, and the feeling of this emptiness in my heart, while the other days,i just couldn't care less about her. i guess this's what happened with all my ex-crushes. One day i just can't stopthinking 'bout them and the next was nothing, as i don't find you attractive anymore.
Maybe it's because i haven't seen her in a while and my brain needed to refresh back what's like to fall head over heels towards her, again. Or maybe this is from The Almighty Himself showing me my true feelins or another test of Him. Who knew??
Anyway i've been thinking these past few days, maybe i just dont found anything attractive about her anymore, andsome how really, truly understand the song MCR -I Don't Love You really meant.
Maybe i just need a break from the city and it's time for fresh air, that's why i'm going back to my grandma house (like i have a choice) and enjoyed a more simple life, and no more chores. Maybe that's my body needs, a break.
ok, thanks for reading. hope i don't bore you to death with my ongoing writting and all.
Thursday, December 20
Tuesday, December 18
That awkward moment when ........
when your whole family knew your crush's name. Oh God, Why??
the other day, my brother's phone somehow broke, and since i have 2 phones, n70(hotlink) and X3(digi),i decidedto lent him my n70 because i rarely used it. guess what?? the next day i forgot that i set an alarm for reminded the time to sent a message to my crysh to wish her for her birthday. he saw it and started to tell on my mom. it's so embarassing when my mom found out.
i just kept calm and remained pokerface for the next week and deny,deny,deny when she asked me who (insert name here) is.
the other day, my brother's phone somehow broke, and since i have 2 phones, n70(hotlink) and X3(digi),i decidedto lent him my n70 because i rarely used it. guess what?? the next day i forgot that i set an alarm for reminded the time to sent a message to my crysh to wish her for her birthday. he saw it and started to tell on my mom. it's so embarassing when my mom found out.
i just kept calm and remained pokerface for the next week and deny,deny,deny when she asked me who (insert name here) is.
i'm back
hey guys, guess who's back? Me!!! it's good to have the luxury of being able to online again, thanks to mymom for buying a tab for the whole family. Alhamdullillah~ thanks mom!!
okay, for the past 2 years, i have grown a lot thanks to the bittersweetmoments in my life, but without the emotional roller coaster that every single one of us had to endure sooner or later, it make me more mature somehow. maybe that's life, all of us had to grow up one way or another. kay, herei again ranting bout it.
anyway it'sgood to be back. do expect me to frequently update this blog. oh yeah, i would like to apologise for my broken engrish, Xp not all of us asians are blessed with good vocabularies.
okay, for the past 2 years, i have grown a lot thanks to the bittersweetmoments in my life, but without the emotional roller coaster that every single one of us had to endure sooner or later, it make me more mature somehow. maybe that's life, all of us had to grow up one way or another. kay, herei again ranting bout it.
anyway it'sgood to be back. do expect me to frequently update this blog. oh yeah, i would like to apologise for my broken engrish, Xp not all of us asians are blessed with good vocabularies.
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